Thursday, April 2, 2020

The Hope of Butterflies


Amid the madness, there is beauty and a degree of normalcy. 

It’s been a tough few weeks for the world amid the changes we have faced due to Covid-19.  I’ve discovered a level to my anxiety that I have not yet experienced which is altogether unpleasant.  While the anxiety makes life a bit more difficult than I am used to, I’ve found my garden to provide even greater sanctuary for all of us.  When it gets too hard to watch the news or read the statistics, I will go outside and water the flowers or find nooks and crannies to plant vegetables and fruit.  Paul loves seeing the fruits of our labors-the blooms and the bounty.  Brittney is once again preparing to grow some juicy tomatoes, jalapeños, and green chiles. 

Yesterday, April Fools’ Day, I was outside watering the broccoli and cauliflower while attempting to remain upright in the staggering wind.  Spring in New Mexico means wind.  Sometimes it means STRONG gusts.  A few days ago, we had some hellacious wind, and an old pine tree fell near my parents’ bus-thankfully, not on the bus but next to it.  It’s no easy task to do anything with the wind persistently trying to blow everything away and further doling out the ongoing pollen complication, but I successfully quenched the thirsty plants.  As I was turning to put the hose away, I noticed a fluttering in the shadows behind some pots. 

A new female Black Swallowtail butterfly was feverishly flapping her beautiful little wings stumbling about trying to fling herself into the air.  With no such luck, she walked toward me almost in a bid to seek my assistance.  I sat close to her, and she walked onto my hand.  I raised her closer for inspection where she was immediately hurled onto my shirt by a gust.  She clung to me in place still eagerly shaking out her wings.  Clearly, having completed her metamorphosis, she must have just emerged from her chrysalis and was attempting to dry her wings.  The wind hampered her progress, and, instead, she was being tossed around like a leaf.  Because it was late in the day, and the enormous orange and white cat had shown interest in playing sport with her, Brittney and I brought her inside along with a parsley plant for her to hang out on overnight in my office.
 
We checked on her several times, and she would walk over to our hands and wave at us with her tiny, black feet.  She did well overnight, and noticing her little proboscis was perfectly curled and ready, I Googled their favorite nectar.  Score!  One of the Swallowtail’s favorites is Phlox of which I have several blooming in the garden.  Brittney and I brought her outside and set her on the Phlox.  Of course, the wind did the very best to blow her onto the ground, but she held fast and dipped her extraordinarily long proboscis into the delicious nectar.  She was a pro!  It wasn’t long until she started to shake out her wings, and suddenly she was flying through the air and was gone.   We were delighted and excited for her to begin her journey!  Here she is just before she took flight.  



The beauty and charm of this little creature buoyed our spirits!  My mother loved butterflies and would tell me stories about them when I was a little girl.  Later, when I was old enough to understand, she said  butterflies trust people with compassionate souls and represent life, strength, and hope.  We definitely can use a little bit of hope and strength right now.  Fly on, butterfly!  Here’s hoping that this post finds you all healthy and content.

Peace

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